Wow.

It's been a while, to say the least!
To tell you the truth, I had forgotten I even have this blog.
I have been emailing myself blog posts when I could have been posting here. I shy away from saying "HEY! I'M BACK!" because I can be rather flaky when it comes to maintaining a blog. Mostly it's finding the time to do it combined with being irritated at myself for not sounding like myself. Kind of like when you hear yourself on voicemail or video and you're like, what, I want to kill myself for sounding like such a dick. That's kind of how I feel when I read my blog posts.

But why the hell not. I'll start posting again, and if I survive, I'll keep it up!
Honestly I have so much to say that I'm pretty sure this blog is the only place to actually get it all out. I mean how long can my husband listen to me talk about natural childbirth? Or my anxiety? Or raw milk? Or any number of things. He loves me, but I'm high maintenance. I sho is.

So yes, obviously more than 2 years has passed since I last wrote. Ben is now a giant, amazing, loud, strong, curious, exuberant 3 1/2 year old big brother.

 In what was one of the most transformative days of my life, I birthed sweet Mikey out into this insane world. He is now 1 1/2, smart as a whip, and sneaky as can be. He fills my love tank multiple times daily with his sweet snuggles and kisses.

My cup runneth over, people. It done ran the freak over.